MOVED.

i will no longer post anything here. well except if i hv nothing else better to do. i've moved. :D

ciao ~

WISHLIST.

BIRTHDAY or CHRISTMAS prezzie anyone? ;)


1. an iPhone 3GS or a BlackBerry (i'd prefer a BB tho. hehe.)


2. iPod Classic 120GB


....or just CASH. so i can shop for all that in Singapore. :D

one random (drats. using the word again.) fact about me : i have phases !

all kinds of em. haha. i sometimes wear messed up clothes cos i want ppl to think im unapproachable. im not their kind of girl or things like tht. im actually afraid of falling for a dude or vice versa. that process scares me. haha. i don't really hv to worry abt tht now actually. haha.

ooohhh. i dreamt about a superhero lastnite !! hehe. i think it's cos of the besties' tee. hehe mr silver surfer !! ;) sooo hoottt. haha. i don't know how but he is. although he is all silver !! hehe.

and im sooo happy for my Uncle Aaron !!! CONGRATS FOR BEING CHOSEN to the one malaysia forum w the CM, Datuk Idris Jala & Chandra Muzaffar ! i've always known that he was born to do something great ! and im so proud of you Aaron !! you're setting a really good example and i've always looked up to you & respect you ! love you to bits !! xx.

...... need to go play Guitar Hero now !!! :D toodles !

dear GOD..

please. please. please help me to focus. my mind is so tired right now and i need all the strength i can get to memorize and understand my energy & motions paper. please please please help me to remember everything i wrote down.

in Jesus name, i pray..
AMEN !

UNDERDOG i am.

let's see. there's a reason i can't sleep. what is it. gah. im so whiny. haha. things are running through my head. but i can't quite catch what they are. my heart's beating so fast. im excited. over what? maaannn. why is it so hard to figure myself out. i should define myself right?

3 seconds from now. i would've forgotten i was thinking that. i guess. im writing down my thoughts. it would be so random that by the end of this post. i won't understand a thing i wrote. im so sick of the word random. it's over used. ooohh. now everyone wants to be random. ceh. (man. im bitter. hah !)i used to love the word. cos it's the only way i could describe myself. but now, when ppl ask me to describe myself. i'll just say im an underdog.

had a conversation w D the other day. we were talking about how we're half good at everything. haha. anyways, i didn't tell him. but i think he's good at everything he does. that's why i look up to him. he doesn't know that. so, shush. im currently listening to Jet's Shaka Rock album. one of the best album of the year. i've loved it since the first time i heard it.

im trying to stop swearing. i don't like myself when i swear. seems like i don't respect myself. hrmm.. i was browsing through my pictures in FB. i noticed that i look good in my blue Fred Perry classic. (so vain ! oh haa.) haha. hey. these are my honest thoughts okay ! i don't filter. why should i ? back to my point: i need to get more of them Fred Perrys tees.

i love hugs. it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside. hehe. so does Pheonix's Wolfgang Amadeus album. i wanna go to Rome. i love you Owi Bowie. ♥

ok. im sleepy now.. sheesshh. finally. my thoughts are all blurry now.

good night ppl.

holidays in mind.

haha. i have two papers left and all i can think about is KK in Dec & YEAH YEAH YEAHS LIVE in Singapore in Jan. hehe.

:'( crying my heart out.

currently: crying my heart out.

i feel dumb sobbing while typing this out. but my heart hurts like hell. and i got no one to cry on. i've got no one to snuggle to. im afraid. but there's no one there to hug me or make me feel secure.

prob.

new problem : FINALS. less than 3 weeks.

....... figuring out SOLUTIONS.


*gets back in blanket*

mommmmmmmyyyyyyyyy!!!!

LIVERPOOL 2 - 0 MAN U.

♥

clutters.

mess.
need to clean it up.

eeeee. im so uncertain abt.... oh nvm.